`i've waited all my life my defence system finally broke down and you see it coming out through my mouth. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Sunday, March 16, 2008
been a really long time since i tasted vomit.
still an unpleasant experience at that.
the late nights, 2-3 hours of eyes-closing moments. never quite work out well in my system.
im out.
even when the guts proved otherwise, my legs have taken a walk.
and somewhere buried deep within, i knew it quite a while back.
delusional is never my style.
'The pill's too hard to swallow.
It wont roll in. And i got choked.'
i dont take to pills. simply for that very fact.
pragmatism is the order of the day- even for the next in line.
i have found my rule of thumb- albeit a long detour.
im back folks.
this is me speaking- as crystal loud and clear as before.
'Im on my way rolling.
Not on pills, but in life.'
Even if it's not entirely true for now, in time to come, i know it will be.
8:57 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll