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dearie, `l am my own man
now read this. i cant resist the temptation of putting it down on my blog. grin widely. `l am my own man
chapter 14. `l am my own man
my girlfriend ran away from home! `l am my own man
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met up with kane and aj yest. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
been very busy.
gonna stop blogging for a while.
so my fellow blogger fans!
dun be sad ya? chuckle.
the past two weeks been a whirl..
oh.
and for the first time of our relationship, my dear went for zhi2 cha4 inclusive of chilli crab, butter crabs and pepper crabs. and not forgetting the butter prawns. had a real blast thou i was pretty tired. happy peeling prawns and crabs for my ger.
she's such a sweet lit thing. all the little things she remb and take note of, just make me feel so blessed and fortunate to have finally found someone who comes to accept me for who i am and to actually love and care for me. i've never felt so happy and contented before. not nearly. i love my girlfriend. she is one hell of a girl. the rest falter in comparison. no joke.
now you see, why i pick her among the rest as my girlfriend. she's for real this girl.
and i love her. and pour my love unreservedly onto her. all smiles.
gonna go towning with her tmr.
shant waste time gg back to sngs.
straight home and den to town! heheheh.
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dear girl,
please takecare of ureself alrite.
it hurts to see you fall sick and yet still tolling for ure tests.
hug-you-in-my-arms.
cant wait to see you tmr.
kiss kiss.
baby.
3:11 AM.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
i seriously swear that ure God-sent.
an angel from heaven.
so much peace and happiness
in everyday of my life when ure in it.
i thought i would never have found this feeling again.
thanks for making it possible dear.
thanks for being mine.
i really mean it.
right from the inside.
dear aileen,
pat you on the head.. i really wish al will turn out wel for you ya. such your're feeling, opens a distant door to past memories..
happy endings are so much desired.. sometimes, it will be such a swell to just be reckless for a moment, that moment to do things that we will never do otherwise. a moment where either magic takes place, or hell descends.
and at the end of the day, wadeva tht might have taken place, it will just, but be another chapter of ure life.
but do bear this in mind..
the moment a chapter is opened, it's always so that you must close it, or else the heart will contain no peace at all. no peace to speak of.
and here..
i wish ure heart peace.
2:33 PM.
Sunday, August 21, 2005
i know this is a little late cos its after twelve but,
happy third month anniversary, love.
i had the happiest time of my life today,
though the time spent was short
and doing nothing much but just eating and sleeping,
but it was honestly the best day of my life.
sitting there just stroking ure head and watching you sleep on my lap,
admist my leg cramps and pins and needles and lack of blood circulation,
i thought about alot of things.
all the things that happened these past three months.
the past two years plus was definitely the toughest time of my life,
and the past three months was intensive.
but you were always there,
catching me when i fall,
holding me when i am weak,
walking me through hand in hand through all these shit,
wiping my tears off,
and kissing me for assurance that ure always here.
and it was during this three months that i freed myself,
from all the shit that was going on the past two years plus.
and it was you, who was always there for me,
and held me through the darkest point of my life.
remember i once told you about the recurring nightmare i have everynight?
where i would be running and running nonstop down streets and streets,
and my parents would be running after me,
and soon everyone joins in and runs after me,
the more i run, the more people run after me.
i keep running and running,
till i jerk awake at night with perspiration from all that running in my dream.
and the last night that i ever had that nightmare,
was the same nightmare,
but in a different form.
i was running,
and as usual everyone was running after me.
but this was different.
because i was no longer running alone.
i was running hand in hand with you.
and ever since that night,
i stop having that recurring nightmare ever again.
and it was during these past three months that i gained liberation,
i was free, with you.
and then i look down at you sleeping again,
you looking so endearing, sweet and innocent on my lap
with me stroking your hair.
that's when it occured to me just how beautiful you are.
i couldnt resist it,
i captured a shot of you.
and i thought that was the most beautiful shot ive ever taken in my whole life.
and that's when i thought to myself how lucky i am,
to have you.
honestly,
you really are the most amazing and sweetest girl i can ever find.
thank you, for being mine.
once again,
happy third month anniversary, my love.
I'm glad when I'm makin love to you
I'm glad for the way you make me feel
I love it cause you seem to blow my mind every time
I'm glad when you walk you hold my hand
I'm happy that you know how to be a man
I'm glad that you came into my life
I'm so glad
I dig the way that you get down
And you still know how to hold me
Perfect blend, masculine
I think I'm in love, damn finally
I'm glad that you turned out to be
That certain someone special
who makes this life worth living
I'm glad you're here just loving me
So say that you won't leave
Cause since the day you came
I've been glad
i love you baby.
XOXO, eliza dearie.
12:49 AM.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
hope ure feeling better now.
baby's always here for you ya?
dun feel stressed alrite?
easyeasy..
rub ure back gently.
wed.
please make it happen.
sigh.
baby.
guys, wana meet up on wed? trying to get eliza out den. HMM..
Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
Im sorry
I cant be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we cant go back
Im sorry
I cant be perfect
2:11 AM.
Monday, August 15, 2005
and now it's your turn to cry says:
hello baby
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
hehe
and now it's your turn to cry says:
hmm do i still call you?
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
dear..
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
later?
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
babyy chking up on mail on proj
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
and now it's your turn to cry says:
haha
and now it's your turn to cry says:
sure baby
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
thanks sweetie
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
and now it's your turn to cry says:
haha honestly love, i better see you soon or i'd go crazy
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
ya mans..
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
im tearing my hair soon..
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
hug my dearie to me
and now it's your turn to cry says:
somehow no matter what you type i keep visualising you grinning over there, and the thought of it squeezes my heart ya
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
heys..
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
dear..
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
hugyoutighter to me.
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
we will be able to see each other soon.
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
baby promise alrite.
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
smiles
and now it's your turn to cry says:
you, baby, are the most, lovable and loveliest thing on earth.
and now it's your turn to cry says:
i swear
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
gringrin
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
yays!
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
hahah
and now it's your turn to cry says:
hahahaahahahaha
and now it's your turn to cry says:
you are so adorable gosh
and now it's your turn to cry says:
im swooning over here
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
silly ger.
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
give you a big fat kiss!
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
and now it's your turn to cry says:
hehheheehheehehehheehehh
and now it's your turn to cry says:
although i would prefer you give me a real fat kiss yes
and now it's your turn to cry says:
preferably a big biggggg biiiiiigggggggggg fat kiss hhaahaha
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
so sweet!
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
i love my dearie!
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
and now it's your turn to cry says:
hahaha no baby you must be mistaken. because there's no one in the world who is sweet other than my girlfriend
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
ya. you. smiles.
and now it's your turn to cry says:
no no baby, MY girlfriend (which = you)
.............. continues.................
i can't think about anything but you says:
thats why i always treasure that few days when i wake up and i see you lying next to me
i can't think about anything but you says:
you just look so sweet and endearing
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
my heart beats just for you.
kris; in a state of ecstasy// says:
only for you.
kris; in a state of ecstasy// winks:
Play "Heart"
i can't think about anything but you says:
i can't think about anything but you says:
and mine only for you too
i love my girlfriend alot. seriously alot. she means the whole world to me now.
wont trade her for anything in the whole wide world ya. smilesmiles. :))
4:00 PM.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
the life of kris teng pei yun is abt to unroll.. gringrin
1:59 PM.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
alrite.
gotta keep this real short.
not much precious time to waste.
eliza drying her hair now, im supposed to be waxing my hair. hehe.
oh wells, she stayed over last night! happy happy look. hahah.
these past few nights since sat, i had been partying sleeping over staying out at fwns' place like mad! :D was really a pretty big blast. grin.
went to gotham penthouse on mon.
wphoof.. the nation's party rocks.
saw hell lot of ppl.
andrew was my gerfwn that day.
was dressed pla, she- bung.
so one happy couple! hahhaa.
alrite..
today is gonna be a blessed day for me.
i am so elated!
happy partying guys!
for al i noe, the our party's stil on! :D:D
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gonna change my blog address.
8:26 AM.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
3:00 AM.
chatted until 2 am with kane.
chatted hell lot.
i wld say chat cause they arent much crapping.
not much.
it was cool.
cause i cant wake up for skol this morning at 7 and missed one lecture.
pull a face.
it's only second day of skol starts.
gotta buck up mans.
i miss my girlfriend and gay partners( A.C.K- OH YES. alred. grin)
oh ya.
this is for sista nancy!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
have a blasted special day ya! :D
you noe we guys love you. heheh.
wed- date with my darling.
sigh. so many hours more. :(((((
All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain.
2:21 AM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll