
`i've waited all my life DEAR! SO SHORT AN ENTRY.. ).: NOT FAIRREEE `l am my own man
BABY `l am my own man
Stefanie Sun, Liao Jie `l am my own man
today is 22nd november. tuesday. having electronic commerce management. ECM in short. it's my regular web surfing timeslot during this practical. roll eyes. this sem's subjs building up on assgs and projs since the first day of the sem. but with regard to certain modules, urhm, it's a diff story altgt hurr. `l am my own man
in advance of our half-year anniversary, `l am my own man
Selena: Dreaming Of You `l am my own man
zouk escapade `l am my own man
guest-blogging! `l am my own man
Halloween night. `l am my own man
Kanye West Gold Digger `l am my own man
the long-awaited day has finally came `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
3:15 PM.
Monday, November 28, 2005
im here.
from the paid internet at hongkong.
cant stay for long! i only have a few short minutes left.
miss you miss you miss you.
DEAR.
8:01 PM.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
i finally finished my present for eliza last night. slept at 4++. so freaking tired. give dazed look. hope she come back soon. i miss her so much. sighh. meanwhile. im just gonna be a part-time hermit and hide esp from those pda couples. hmm.. haha. and seriously. there's nthg much to do with limited funds after spending a bomb on presents and more presents. probly, except for harmless bitching sessions at spins, my fav chill-out place. grin.
6:34 AM.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
trying to complete al my due projs so i can spend more time with eliza when she's back. japan, hk and bangkok in 10 days. she's so gonna be busy shopping. smile. miss her so damn much. but put al my thoughts to making her our anni present instead. it's gonna be big. it's gonna be a blast. hehe. hope she like it.
she's so sweet. had a fabulous album from her back tracking to the first day i noe her. she's certainly has a way with words and decor. smiles. wonder wad she's doing now.. pray every night that she got home safe and sound. sigh.
7:16 AM.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
i love you dearie.
David Tao's jiu shi ai ni just for you. (hehe)
mwahhhhhh.. lovelove!
Your baby
7:07 AM.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight'
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care'
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
went for a spa on wed. had a good time having a nice scrub and steam bath to smoothen my skin up. most importantly, to have my tightly knotted muscles being lossened up. i promise myself more of these self-pampering sessions in the future. but i noe. talks wld always be just talks. roll eyes.
had dinner at scotts, ajisen. ate so much til my stomach ache. saw a fwn i dun talk to anymore. intuition brought my feet to walk the other direction. shrug. chill-out at spins. and later cc with jonathan and his collg. his collg look familiar. but pretty gers normally all look familiar to me. hahaha.
my good fwns in skol cried recently.
one after another.
friendship issue.
i love my fwns.
but i do understand that best fwns dun need to meet up everyday. we ought to chill apart sometimes. a little distance is a good tonic to a longer fwnship.
gonna meet my dearie soon. we're watching harry potter! no afternoon class today! so can go off super early. haha. gotta go town get the tickets first. den study while waiting for my dear to finish her job-shadowing. :)
5:53 AM.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
i saw cal's sis ivy at zouk! guessed she had a busy time but stil managed a short chat. miss clubbing with her. she can dance really well ya. admiring look.
mel's birthday celeb at zouk last night. almost had a good time dancing if not for some malay guy busy snogging his gerfwn (grinding dirty dancing wadeva they're trying to do in the crowd ) and poking us with his elbow. i swopped places with pohyee to take "the blows" and later xx's brother took over my suffering. the whole experience was fun 'cept for that.
saw a few familiar faces at zouk. nice time looking cause for a whil. got tired being on my feet for some time, so sat down on the plastic techno-colour seats.
went to maggie's place with xx and her brother at one plus. she lived on her own. so cool!! had darn lot of food. from frozen packaged lasi lemak to soya beancurds and fish and chicken nuggets tomyam instant noodles mash potato chicken mushroom soup blah.. i think that's abt al. and emily rose to accompany us thruout the whole supper. but. we switched it off after barely half an hour into the show.
horror flick is not my cup of tea after all. wince..
ohh, if you like curry fish head, go to Banana Leaf at srgoon! its curry fishhead is gooooood mans.. a little more than affordable but it was so satisfying. not v spicy i noticed. kept sweating when savouring the indian food, but mostly, i just swallowed spoonful and spoonful of delicious hot mutton and sotong as well as their specially made rice. so cute their appetizers! all spicy beans and potatoes!
you shld look at the way they scoop the rice outta e big basin mans. shook head in amazement, fithy lot they scoop onto the pandan leaf which acts as the plate. my boss ate with his hand. hahaha. he said it taste better like that. i wld rather think so since his hand wld add in more flavour too. HMMM.. i wana re-visit the place! haha.
my dear's doing job-shadowing at coca tree. wonder whether she wld be paid. shake head. why wld ppl wana go suffer mans. hope she have a happy time over there. den it wont be so bad. miss her mans. wld be seeing her more often if not for her job shadowing and rehearsals. humph. she's performing this sat. exciting exciting!
8:13 AM.
Sunday, November 06, 2005
hmmm me hot dancer?
absolutely not!
and i could have sworn i saw those guys AND girls checking YOU out.
;)
and though i always, just like you, thought that clubbing should be done in a group,
ain't i glad as well that there was just the two of us that night.
how about a brief recount of what happened that night:
"come over and help me chose clothes!"
"can i borrow your id?" x 10000 times
"sorry can't lend you tonight, id all borrowed out." x 1000000 times
"i lent my friend an id, when you go newsroom give her a call and ask her to lend to you"
"hello this is eliza here. she asked me to ask you for the id...."
"do i look like her?"
"woah id number so hard to memorise"
"we're going down to home"
"home?? woah so exciting!!"
"hahahahaahhaahahaha"
"whats with the amount of guys flooding home."
"kris!! so long never see you!!"
"hello where are you guys? chinablack?"
"let's go down to chinablack."
"can i see your ids please."
"oh she lost her wallet on the way here."
"you lost your wallet on the way here?!"
"yeah.."
"how old are you?"
"18"
"which year are you born in?"
"1987"
"which month are you born in?"
"september"
"okay, please pay at the counter"
"can i have two vodka sprite"
"lets go dance at the dancefloor!"
"can i have one white russian."
"sorry we don't have white russian here"
"can i have one communist sling."
"let's go off."
"uncle go to yishun.." "sorry uncle change to toapayoh." "sorry uncle change to yishun."
"yah okay im coming home soon."
"baby i gotta go back already, its gonna be 6am."
"but there's no money to go back."
"sorry uncle i only have 15 dollars. one dollar nevermind lah."
"woah you're finally back home sia. thought you werent coming back."
"allright goodnight baby, ill see you tomorrow."
halloween night.
such a memorable night, just me and you.
you haven't had the least idea just how happy i was that day.
and i remember every single detail,
right from the beginning till the end.
and i'd keep it locked in my heart, always.
and yet again, goodnight baby.
i'll see you tomorrow.
love, eliza.
11:33 PM.
Saturday, November 05, 2005
it was a blasted night.
blasted form club to club. we went down to newsroom only to find it TOTALLY packed with people. friends and likewise. fled the place soon after to take a look at Home. my goodness. wad a good recommendation by laura. it was so not happening with a ac party gg on. the trans lookalike pacing the place in tennis skirts and tight tops and an overwhelming population of guys flocking the whole pub. flip eyes.
well, the only good thing is that i met keith there. a fwn whom i haven seen in one year plus time. hahah. we met up almost immediately, the next day for lunch. miss the good old chilling out times. :D
went to chinablack after the disastrous trip to Home. i swear that place is cursed. soon, it will just become another monks i guess. the crowd is seriously dying out. ooh. wad happended at cb is a total esctatic surprise. eliza actually managed to get in without any id! dunno whether it's thanks to our good acting skills of a claim over her losing her wallet, or that she just look old enough. oh probly they're just more relaxed during parties. gringrin. im so proud of my gerfwn nonetheless! hahaha.
oh wells. angie audrey candice and their fwns were there alred. nice time grooving with my dearie. she's such a hot dancer. irritated by the fact that many guys were checking her out, i stil had a mighty mighty good time partying with my dear! beam widely.
i always feel that clubbing shld be done in a group to have the desired fun. but aint im glad that there's only the two of us together?! so much more private moments. grin happily. :D:D
Come What May
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I’ve never seen the sky before
Want to furnish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you, until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn’t seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there’s no mountain too high, no river too wide
Sing out this song and I’ll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may go by
But I love you ( I love you), until the end (until the end) of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may
Come what mayI will love you (I will love you)
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
8:50 AM.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
this song's so cute. hahaha.
2:02 AM.
gonna see my dearie in just a few hours' time. she's having her chinese Os. hope feverishly that she's gonna do well. so worried for this little one here. sigh.
first day of skol today. eight am morning class. nearly died.
after less than half of the lesson gone, the teacher let us go and here i am in the lib!
shall give an exciting update tm after the halloween party. hehe.
takecare everyone!
1:12 AM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll