
`i've waited all my life recap `l am my own man
today is tues! been a wet and cold afternoon. rain haven stop since two hours ago. and it also doesnt show any signs of stopping. `l am my own man
in a few hours' time is Easter. gonna spend 3 hours in the pool den have service with eliza and her family. dunno wad to expect but just pray that there's no hipcups mans. hmm. `l am my own man
april 1st. 2006. it has been ages since i last blogged. was so busy with attachment and work and gg for coaching courses at the same time seriously make me feel that time is running out on me. shake head. gotta work everyday- mon to sun. life has never been such a workaholic one before. with the course on tues and thurs from 7.30 to10, im basically left with v lit time for myself, my fwns and my gerfwn. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Saturday, April 29, 2006
been a fab day for me! spent a whole day snuggling with my dear indulging on sinful delights the whole time we're on bed. woke up to a real late lunch of beef pepperronie and hawaiian pizza, meatball, yummy garlic bread, and my fav chicken wings (thou they're not very yummilicious) !
after thought: my tooth really hurt. think my wisdom tooth really squuezing it's way up. dentist visit again! dismay look. :(((((((
clubbing yest at The Red Club was really uneventful. the only perk is that you get to see a few of the more mature lesbian crowd. you noe, get to crawl outta the narrow well and look at the bigger world ard. yar right. music sux, drinks sux. at least, the white russian according to my love. and you wldnt wana doubt her taste. she's a solid alcoholic. i mean expert in liquer-tasting. oops.
and to those who came down yest, thanks for coming ya! :) and sorry to have put ure thru such torture of lousy club shit. anyways, ure are pretty smart enough to leave early yar? hahah. good hindforesight! grin.
come to think of it, the past two weeks since skol started have been passing like a whirlwind. i nearly had a time-out with my ger which i wld damn sure regret it. shit stuff happened. and guys, thanks for sticking thru it with me. it has had been a hell-hole. i wldnt noe wad wld have happened wout ure ard. high-five to our future caffeine and chimney stuffed happy hours! hahah. love you guys. :)
to my deardear, no more time-out yar? make baby so sick at the sound of it. ure an amazing ger and i wld never be sick of telling you this. I LOVE YOU. you are so beautiful and not "ugly and fat.. and stupid and poor with all the body fats spilling all over when you plop onto the floor" as you have so harshly and unjustifyingly accused ureself to be. ure beautiful and yes. i really want to marry you and live with you. that is all i need in this life. just you and me and probly our parents (if they're nice to us), our cosy little house and friends and successful careers! life cant be more promising! smile happily. kiss you softly on ure kissable cheek. i love you. :):)
11:07 PM.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
sunday was a blast. went for easter service with eliza and her family after which her mum invited me down to fortune restaurant with them for dinner. they really ordered a lot of food mans. i seriously ate a lot lorr! but after im done, i saw them still happily eating. jeez.. no wonder my deardear can eat so much. and i dun eat very little for ure info yar!
stayover and ya.. all in all, had a very satisfied easter celebration. grin widely.
on friday, rjc band, and local bands like electrico, sunz etc performing in RJC itself. tickets are selling at $12 each. eliza and me gg. anyone interested in joining us?
3:34 PM.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
so much has happened the past two nights. it was simply impossible to re-account it. i can only say. life can really be screwed at times.
11:12 PM.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
met eliza twice a week and seriously, it is not enough. i dunno whether im becoming too greedy. from the grounded state to be able to come out. to be able to stayover and later be stopped by the mum, from one day outing to one day outing and one day at her house to both days being able to go out.. i guess there's much improvements. sulk. and that means, i have to learn to be satisfied. but it's so hard. i miss her everyday.
bdae celeb at jon's house. finally saw chiki like after how long?? we stil cliqued very well. one can almost missed the fact that i haven seen her like since last year nov? i guess everyone's been busy with their own lives. but it just goes to show that fwnship cannot be easily erased just with time. i missed my gang. hope everyone can meet up soon.
ohh ya. cannot missed blogging this. eliza's bdae this coming thurs, on the 6th april.
"gang! mon outing. hope ure will reply me soon. venito"
wed is our private day tgt. gonna have a really special day for her. she's so deserving of it. a girl like her, mind you, doesnt come by easily. and one like her, ought to have the most special moments locked in her memories.
i love her just.. simply so much.
8:21 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll