
`i've waited all my life `l am my own man
`l am my own man
`l am my own man
`l am my own man
`l am my own man
`l am my own man
`l am my own man
`l am my own man
She holds my hands and before I have even realized, the doors just sprang open out of nowhere, with abundance cheerful sunshine streaking into the windows once again. Just a simple uncomplicated gesture, and the gargantuan pile of rubbish so used to its immutable stay in the gutter just got swept away, so neatly and effortlessly. Like it has never found its way into the gutter. And that, is what I called- amazing. The power of her honest touch. I know indisputably, the girl I have been waiting for all these years, she has finally appeared. `l am my own man
The story of a Girl `l am my own man
SHOUT OUT `l am my own man
`l am my own man
`l am my own man
`l am my own man
`l am my own man
15th july 2007. sunday. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Linkin Park > What I've Done
In this farewell,
There’s no blood,
There’s no alibi.
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.
So let mercy come,
And wash away…
What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.
So let mercy come,
And wash away…
What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
For What I’ve Done
I'll start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
What I’ve done.
Forgiving What I’ve Done.
10:18 PM.
Lavigne, Avril > Keep Holding On
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah
Hear me when I say
When I say "I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
10:07 PM.
Rihanna > Umbrella
You can run into my Arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
(Come into Me)
(There's no distance in between our love)
So Gonna let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because ...
When the sun shines
We'll shine Together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your girl
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
9:55 PM.
Friday, July 27, 2007
Ne Yo > Because of You
And it's all because of you
And it's all because...
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug
2:27 PM.
Elliott Yamin > Wait For You
With you not ard it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
2:09 PM.
Stefani, Gwen > 4 In The Morning
I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right
All I wanted was to know (I'm safe)
Don’t wanna lose the love I found..
1:52 PM.
Akon > I Wanna Love You
I see you winding and grinding up on that pole
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know, girl
1:35 PM.
Akon > Don't Matter
I love this song. I just so adore Akon.
1:30 PM.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
12:09 AM.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
The girl had lost all sense of time. Sometimes when she went to bed she awoke thinking it was morning and realizing that she had only been asleep for half an hour. The empty side of the bed seemed an enormous, vast space. She would get up and walk to the window, hugging herself as if to try to ease the pain. It was too much to bear. Perhaps her mind would give up under the strain. That's what happened to people. As she sat long hours staring out the window while stars disappeared and dawn came, she thought that perhaps her mind had actually broken down already without her noticing it. Yet she appeared to function during daylight hours. The mundane events proceeded as usual. She spoke normally, she believed, to those who spoke to her. But it was all totally unreal to her. And she could'nt remember anything at all from a day just over. But she believed that life would return to normal soon. It always did. Now, she just had to go through the ordeal and everything would be back to normal again. It would be a matter of years before this whole facade would be totally pulled down. But meanwhile, this was where the girl would seek her temporary solace.
Tara Road
Maeve Binchy
6:36 PM.
There are so many fucked up shit in this world.
Fucked up people,
Fucked up emotions and
Fucked up relationships.
People who cant fucking handle their fucked up life.
Sometimes, I wish some people would just fuck off from my life.
I hate it when people go on and on abt their miserable life when they fucking indulge themselves in it.
And I hate myself even more for listening to it.
Sometimes, I hate it so much I wana kill myself so I wont have to be caught in it.
I want to scream at them and ask them to fucking shut up.
People who are really fucked up dun fucking go around rambling about their pathetic and fucked up life.
Real fucked up people crumble and just die silently inside.
They dun fucking make a scene outta it.
Crap. It's all bullshit.
They should just fuck off.
I cant stand all the fucked up shit.
And if they dun fucking leave my life,
Im going to.
It's killing me
and I cant take it anymore.
FUCK THEM.
10:52 AM.
Monday, July 23, 2007
2:14 PM.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
8:23 PM.
7:59 PM.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Before I know her, this is my favourite shot.
And now when we're together, this is just one of the many shots that I love of us.
5:06 PM.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
i had only three hours' rest each on fri and sat. adrenaline still pumping hard. keep going kris. right now, im sitting in my office staring at the comp screen. it was past a good half hour before i start the keyboard going.
a lot has had happened since 5th july thursday. in short i can only summed it up with; i broke up with my gerfwn and im now with this other ger. her name is lim shuming. how i got to noe her? another long story altgt. so let's just skip it ya to make things easier.
i find it hard to believe that after such a long time, the ger that makes my heart thump again is a random ger i've met when i went into my fwn's car. and she's my fwn's fwn in short. sounds complicated hurr? wells. it has never been simple in the first place. and that starts the tone of my amazing relationship with shuming.
all i can say is. it's amazing. and that. i will be back. gotta rush off to tpy. sigh.
7:07 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll