
`i've waited all my life one-thirty on a sunday morning and here i am blogging at home. i miss my flat screen computer. just had, i guess, super at pasir ris thou dinner was just an hour ago. the in-line skating boss (the only brent i noe so far) is pretty nice. gave us a treat at Platinum Lounge. nice chill out place esp for watching soccer. but too bad im not a soccer fan. `l am my own man
it's gonna be a 16-month university life and im finally off studying! and i noe that day is gonna fly by real fast with all the work i have. `l am my own man
some shots i've taken at NBYN. cant believe i did it. but ya. back to bed. im tired mans. `l am my own man
imissyou. talking with velu just make me realize how important you are to me in my life. `l am my own man
23march 2007, friday. `l am my own man
20May2007. Tuesday. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Sunday, March 25, 2007
the past few nights have been spent staying over at eliza's place, hanging out late with the gang and colleagues and only at night do i get to spend those precious few hours alone with eliza.
i cant believe how fast time flies. it just seemed like yesterday that i was still having skol and now i have already graduated from S'pore Poly for a month! waiting for uni to start in May. yarh. it was fast but poly life just makes me realize that getting a degree is very impt. no matter where you take it. so tata! i've finally settled my paper work with SMA (Spore Management Federation) under Murdoch University. not as fantastic as UNSW or UWA but hell, it is still good in its own manner. (cont with previous entry..)
3:02 AM.
gonna take commerce, double majors in Marketing Management and Management. im so so keen in marketing i have a conviction that im gg to excel in this line!! such big ego for a small girl yeah. hehe.
i miss everyone. esp my loved buddies and godmum. hope i get the time to meet them before i leave. 4days' pretty long. im so gonna miss you when im gone. sigh.
a long entry for still having the energy after 6hours' teaching in the pool. im getting tougher! okay fine. that was a weak attempt to make myself believe in that. snort.
i seriously think, nothing beats sleeping on ure own bed. it's still the cosiest one that can send you off to sweet dreams in a blink of eye. at least it is for me. i love my bed!
sweet dreams everybody! :):)
2:54 AM.
2:48 AM.
1:35 AM.
Friday, March 23, 2007
it's difficult trying so hard.
i am tired.
a mental drain.
forget the nerve-wrecking moments.
maybe, i shouldnt go against the rule of the game.
it's weakening not only my shell,
but also, the pulse of my almost still heart.
guys, i will be away for genting from sunday to thursday.
a resting break before im back to reality living.
feel free to call eliza when im out ya. :)
12:09 PM.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Met up with sheena yest. my npcc junior. i haven seen her in 2 years and she has grown to be such a mature lady with a touch of elegance that i have not seen before. hahaha. she's so gonna kill me if she sees this.
Sheena,
got to know her as a junior who cant light a fire.
anyway, i have had a good time catching up with her. im so glad she's still the silly thou not so blur doke as i've known her to be. :) i like her for her hardworking and sincere attitude in life. it never cease to amaze and inspire me. let's hope even when she goes overseas to study, we can still keep in contact. keep my fingers crossed-
now doing some admin work over at eliza's dad's office. alone at the conference room with an occasional sms from eliza who's somewhere nearby. my head's getting heavier. mans. dun fall asleep kris! wince..
gonna catch a show with eliza at shaw! finally we get to redemn our free movie tickets! hahaha.
so far, i've watched:
Music and Lyrics
a typical Hugh Grant show just that he sang in this one. his voice is actually quite beautiful!
..
i love my girlfrieeeeeennddddddd
as you can see, my girlfwn just interrupted me.
back to work!
12:10 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll