
`i've waited all my life i had the weirdest dream last night. it was some kind of horror-thriller dream you have once in a while 'cept that this time round, my ex was in it. and surprisingly, her sister too. but not in a mean kind of way you noe, considering how bad an impression i have had of her sister. i seldom remember my dream, only snapshots of it. but when i woke up, i could still remember the dream so vividly in my mind. it was horrifying but yet sweet in some ways. haha. `l am my own man
`l am my own man
my birthday was on the 7th may, but the celebration kinda lasted all the way until end of last week. haha. it was a blast merrying and toasting chivas martell and heineken all the way. i've never known chivas to taste so good with coke. beats my all time favourite gin and ton. haha. `l am my own man
my gerfwn once messaged this recently, `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
my professor once told me, the best way to remember ure dreams is to stay still when you woke up. dun move around probly you can rotate ure eyeballs cause ure neuro system is very sensitive and the slightest movement can cause the loss of that particular piece of memory despite it occuring just moments ago. i think maybe that's why i can remember my dreams so clearly.
i like my dreams, even thou some seem to be cruel and painful. i guess i just miss the people i see in my dreams. you simply just dun see them around anymore. u noe the kinda feeling when you noe they're still here but somehow, ure lives just dun cross. i always find it so amazing.
i might be taking on a new job offer in two weeks time. gotta play and have fun and then work and work. think it's time for my break to come to an end. haha
anyways, im looking for tutors to teach group primary tuition permanent part time at aranda country club in pasir ris. any one interested give me a ring ya. pay should be quite good i hope. :)
12:12 PM.
Monday, May 28, 2007
10:59 AM.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
thanks to all my gorgeous ladies and boys for the lovely cards and presents! love you guys! beams. and not to forget my silly silly ger who went to the greatest extent to plan for my surprise birthday gathering at Coffee Club. i love you deardear. thanks for always being so sweet and tolerating.
thou in the process i felt so embarrassed and cuckoo being blindfolded by the numerous hands and even a book??!! and led around the place, it was still very heart-warming to open my eyes to see all my loved ones (my gang. colleagues. my godmum and even ange!) standing in a circle around me. thanks to each and every pal for coming down, some with little sleep or none, to cheer me with good sincere wishes at the strike of my birthday clock.
thanks guys. it means so much. i will never forget that piece of memory when i open my eyes and see my closest friends grinning back at me. it's worth a million bucks and yes, little can replace that.
(but p.s. no more cake smashing on my face can? plead with wide pitiful eyes.)
despite eating a filthy lot during the past few weeks but i STILL lost it all back when i had my mensus last night. :( jeez, i nearly forgotten how a killer it can be. yucks.
very busy with all my classes going on. think im gonna stay home, be guai and read my stuff. let's hope ya.
4:08 PM.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
"..throughout the night when dear was staying up to do my work, i kept going to the bed and hug my lovely tight then whisper into baby's ear and say i love you. hehe.. but i think baby was too tired, then din realise. haha.
i think got once i hug my love too tight until baby got a bit irritated then push me away. haha. mwahmwah my love..:) "
i thought it was funny when i saw the message.
can just imagine the scene. grins.
pinch my deardear's nose playfully-
i love you ger. :)
3:29 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll