`i've waited all my life have you ever thought of ure worth in ure friends' eyes? the value you hold in each and every close companion? normally one wouldnt contemplate such a thought unless it is ignited by, let's say, a particular event. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Monday, February 18, 2008
the word friendship spans a good number of years in both its formation and dying stages. or rather some do not die an instant death, but rather, fade into the distant unknown. many friendship torches dim and burn a fiery flame throughout time, but very rarely, but yes it still does happen, a cap is forced upon a particular flame, and the fire cease to burn again. those that didnt manage to cease altogether, probably manage a weak flame, but definitely not a robust state as it formerly was.
close loyal friends stay by ure side. you give them excesses for mistakes and try not to commit any felony of any degree yourself. true friendship shines through ure darkest patch, unwavering, steadfast, and you recognise it in an instant. there's so many friendships you hold dear to you. so many loves you have in your heart. and sometimes, even when some loves turn around and poke you real hard, often unintentionally but yet knowingly, you would still find some room in your heart to forgive them.
some friends never even get close to entering your heart. a few of those relentlessly pour forth unkind words of such that no longer borders around ignorance and naivety, but selfishness, not to think of the dire consequences, and with a final recognition, a hint of unyielding malignment. how their swords slash wildly and draw crimson. oh it's easy to simply shrug off the damage and blame, for a supposed pure rationality, but just remember wont you, the hurt induced by such an indifferent act it seems to you.
i find the existence of such people, or rather such actions hard to believe in.
7:03 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll
