`i've waited all my life skipped lecture today. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Im still feeling a bit feverish from last night's swimming, so decided to give myself a break and meet the gang to chill out. i totally agree that bitching makes everyone wide awake. esp to my clique.
anyway, did i mention that one student sent me to the bus stop yest?
it was a sec two kid under another instructor. he's a north indian. height: 186.
imagine our vast height difference when we walk side by side. at normal times, i find him annoying irrriting. mind you. not just the usual sort but one of those who keeps buzzing around ure head from the pool all the way up to the office and out of the club.
sometimes, i really feel like smacking his head to shut him up. but given his height and mine, i guess that was quite fruitless, so i didnt.
yest, he managed to persuade me to have dinner with him. my nose has somewhat gone off the rocket and the mucus just wouldnt stop flowing. so i had tissue stuffed up there with one hand and the other holding my burger almost thru the whole dinner.
my only wish den? leave the bloody place.
it didnt help that my ears' blocked and i had to stop him half the time and make him repeat his words. imagine his frustration. and MINE. in the end, i learnt to just nod and munch on my burger.
kinda slow on the catch but oh wells, i was SICK.
picture my ecstasy when we were finally done and ready to go home. and he had to offer to send me to the bus stop.
i mean the kid is a nice one and i dont wana be mean. but my nose was halfway close to being rubbed off and my body's burning from the cold. after a great hooha (which i didnt know how come the walk turned out to be a cab ride to the bus stop) i finally caved in and followed him into the cab.
but that didnt stop my relentless nagging.
until i realized his good intentions.
even thou he's living so near, he's cabbing cause he dont want me to go through the 15-mins walk to the bus stand. so he decided to send me there instead.
i was left abashed the whole two mins ride.
let out a sigh. i must remember to treat him a little kinder the next time.
oh, Action-for-Aid Walk this coming sunday and im going with kane aj juan cal etc. my kids' parents were fine with postponing classes and asked me to have a great time! cool. grin.
guys, remb the animated sms? so funny.
someone mentioned about faulty wavelengths during the previous project discussion.
sitting inconspicuously at one corner of the room, that arrow pierced a well-hidden raw nerve.
have i lost the thread or isit just that some people simply dont see it.
if there's even close to two same wavelengths, arguments, politicians and wars would cease to exist;
let alone relationships.
2:44 AM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll