`i've waited all my life last project to go. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Thursday, October 11, 2007
i guess tonight is going to be another no-sleep till 6 in the morning saga.
of late, i have converted into a nocturnal animal and im quite comfortable being up in the dead of the night. it does a lot of good calming and soothing of my frayed-nerves. a result that came from checking emails and picking phone calls (from my proj mates).
i worship the silence. even if it comes with a certain hint of lonesome feel which i presume to be normal with the solitary that accompanies it. the night is when the surrounding is so peaceful and quiet. it allows plentiful time and space to concentrate on my assignments.
but somehow in the dead of the night, in the midst of the quiet rush for project completion, she silently came into my mind. im thinking.. what she is doing at the other end now.
i miss you shuming. a little bit more tonight, a little more than other nights to say it here. i dreamt of you last night and if i can, i wish every night would be like last night.
take it as a moment's of weakness. but i think im allowed some signs of weakness before i continue to be strong ya. ignore my randomness.
just one word: fuck.
11:00 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll