`i've waited all my life a few weeks back, i wrote this at the back cardboard of my supposed letter set which have transformed into my personal diary. the line goes like this: `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
'meeting you once in my breathing moments,
my life glittered as if sprinkled with stardust.'
knowing you that once in my lifetime,
i am happy knowing i have found the strength that i have lost too long ago.
sometimes, when the going gets too tough and responsibility lies heavily on your shoulders, when your at the brink of falling off the bridge of sanity, you look back and see a familiar face smiling supportively at you in the faded distance.
the wind blows and carries with it a faint but clear hopeful cheering of your loved ones.
you give a small smile and walk on with renewed faith, knowing in your heart that your not walking alone on this journey you have embarked on.
have you found your strength today?
i have found mine.
And it's keeping me on a straight sound line of my dreams and promised goodness of life.
After note:
last week, on the spur of the moment, i started on the first chapter of 'Our Story'. after my saturday workplace law paper, i have planned to revive the many other chapters that have spinned so many achingly-beautiful memories in my life- memories that last not only a span of a lifetime, but through the sphere of infinity.
5:06 AM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll