`i've waited all my life Sunday 09Sep2007 2321hrs `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Sunday, September 09, 2007
juan, "i think it's much easier to cut the art boards lying tummy flat on the floor then in any other position".
kane, "cause it's much more stable as there is more support. xxxx".
you got it right if you've guessed that im at juan's house with kane. both of them are diligently working hard on juan's art assignments and me? blissfully lazing on the bed reading juan's book. (im supposed to be buried deep in my market research analysis project but i think, i shall just save it for the later part of the night in case sleep escapes me and i need some really heavy stuff to illegally shut down my mind. trust me. this subject is not one to mess around easily with. give a dry look)
right now, just feel like leaning back and indulge in the solace of this book in which the plot actually manages to grip my mind and transport me into its mystic world. a most welcomed escape from the mundane affairs of life especially when it's approaching the dead of the night.
alrite. kane's mum is nagging at her over the phone over whatever issues they are on. let out a sigh. it's dialogues like these that greatly disturb the much desired peace and remind us of the harsh brutality of a subject called: Real facts of Life. i hate to use this word, but it certainly sucks.
on a random note: juan just mentioned that she rather likes communicating with her mum behind the closed door of her room. let their voices simply carry through the thick wooden door and save the trouble of opening that door that separates them, talk face-to-face only to have to close that door again. i think, i may just like that idea too. minimize on unnecessary complications. life is complicated enough by itself. we dont need to add on to the weight.
10:41 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll