`i've waited all my life sipping my drink quietly as i sat in spins `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i listened as andrew told me what happened
to the relationships in her life.
story goes like this:
she has a misunderstanding with the ger she likes
she tried to explain, but was slammed right in the face.
there at spins, i asked her to try again.
this time, with my phone.
ger picked up, told her it's none of her business
all that has had happened. and dru, being her, back
off almost immediately.
no luck again.
i said she got to be patient, thick-skinned almost.
and definitely persevere in spite of any tough shit given.
and at this moment, i told her the story of a beautiful girl who has the patience of a saint. the girl here? my wonderful girlfriend. :)
everytime im frustrated with issues, i would push her away. as i always do. to the extend i would even shoot nasty comments like "ure words doesnt help in the least. it just pisses me more mans". oh wells. she din call me meanie for nothing.
she din reply.
and naturally, i thot she's angry.
but after church, she called immd and asked whether im alrite. and when i asked why she's not angry, i could almost hear her smiling in the fone and say "silly, deardear wont be angry with u one ya. i noe ure in a bad mood." guilty like shit i felt after hearing that. and that makes me love her even more.
and i've just realized.
im loving her more and more each day.
eliza is young. but she is bloody more patient and wise than any of the peers i noe. it takes me one year to unravel her good traits and im still counting. i really wish..
i can call this ger mine for a long long time to come.
12:08 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll
