`i've waited all my life recap `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Saturday, April 29, 2006
been a fab day for me! spent a whole day snuggling with my dear indulging on sinful delights the whole time we're on bed. woke up to a real late lunch of beef pepperronie and hawaiian pizza, meatball, yummy garlic bread, and my fav chicken wings (thou they're not very yummilicious) !
after thought: my tooth really hurt. think my wisdom tooth really squuezing it's way up. dentist visit again! dismay look. :(((((((
clubbing yest at The Red Club was really uneventful. the only perk is that you get to see a few of the more mature lesbian crowd. you noe, get to crawl outta the narrow well and look at the bigger world ard. yar right. music sux, drinks sux. at least, the white russian according to my love. and you wldnt wana doubt her taste. she's a solid alcoholic. i mean expert in liquer-tasting. oops.
and to those who came down yest, thanks for coming ya! :) and sorry to have put ure thru such torture of lousy club shit. anyways, ure are pretty smart enough to leave early yar? hahah. good hindforesight! grin.
come to think of it, the past two weeks since skol started have been passing like a whirlwind. i nearly had a time-out with my ger which i wld damn sure regret it. shit stuff happened. and guys, thanks for sticking thru it with me. it has had been a hell-hole. i wldnt noe wad wld have happened wout ure ard. high-five to our future caffeine and chimney stuffed happy hours! hahah. love you guys. :)
to my deardear, no more time-out yar? make baby so sick at the sound of it. ure an amazing ger and i wld never be sick of telling you this. I LOVE YOU. you are so beautiful and not "ugly and fat.. and stupid and poor with all the body fats spilling all over when you plop onto the floor" as you have so harshly and unjustifyingly accused ureself to be. ure beautiful and yes. i really want to marry you and live with you. that is all i need in this life. just you and me and probly our parents (if they're nice to us), our cosy little house and friends and successful careers! life cant be more promising! smile happily. kiss you softly on ure kissable cheek. i love you. :):)
11:07 PM.
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*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll