`i've waited all my life april 1st. 2006. it has been ages since i last blogged. was so busy with attachment and work and gg for coaching courses at the same time seriously make me feel that time is running out on me. shake head. gotta work everyday- mon to sun. life has never been such a workaholic one before. with the course on tues and thurs from 7.30 to10, im basically left with v lit time for myself, my fwns and my gerfwn. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Saturday, April 01, 2006
met eliza twice a week and seriously, it is not enough. i dunno whether im becoming too greedy. from the grounded state to be able to come out. to be able to stayover and later be stopped by the mum, from one day outing to one day outing and one day at her house to both days being able to go out.. i guess there's much improvements. sulk. and that means, i have to learn to be satisfied. but it's so hard. i miss her everyday.
bdae celeb at jon's house. finally saw chiki like after how long?? we stil cliqued very well. one can almost missed the fact that i haven seen her like since last year nov? i guess everyone's been busy with their own lives. but it just goes to show that fwnship cannot be easily erased just with time. i missed my gang. hope everyone can meet up soon.
ohh ya. cannot missed blogging this. eliza's bdae this coming thurs, on the 6th april.
"gang! mon outing. hope ure will reply me soon. venito"
wed is our private day tgt. gonna have a really special day for her. she's so deserving of it. a girl like her, mind you, doesnt come by easily. and one like her, ought to have the most special moments locked in her memories.
i love her just.. simply so much.
8:21 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll