`i've waited all my life yesterday was our eighth month anniversary. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Saturday, January 21, 2006
simply cant believe time passes us so fast. soon, i'l be having my attachment. and it's gonna be one year since i worked at Roland Swimschool. time sure noe how to creep us by silently.
my day began with a bad start. projs were screwing up. mails started to fail and people not receiving needed documents. but it ended beautifully with me lying right beside her. as i kissed her to bed, i noe this is one girl i wld not have mind being tgt with for the rest of my life.
she's so sweet. so lovely and adorable. so smart and witty. funny and adventurous. faithful to the very bit. and she loves me. wad more can i ask for. :)
we were supposed to catch Memoirs of the Geisha. but due to time constraint, we stayed at her house instead. went to toa payoh lorong 8 to eat the delicious kway chap. it was certainly nice and worth the effort gg down, but it soon promised not to be the end of the story.
went to coco latte at Gallery hotel with kane and juan. all of us got the VIP card! quite pretty too. cork up a random ic no for eliza when filling in the form for the VIP card. it looked so phony. guess it doesnt matter as long as they took it. hahah.
it was a blasted free flow of tequila, whisky, vodka shots and cranberry vod burbon al the way to gin and ton. but no white russian which is my dear's favorite. had a satisfying glass of gin and ton (it happened to be one of my favs) after which i sticked to orange juice. leave the drinking to my love. i'll clear up the mess later.
it was such a fantastic time chilling and unwinding for al o us. pity some fwns din managed to join in. clubbing again next fri. life is promising to be better mans. hahah.
sent eliza home at abt 12. she was alred swaying and staggering against me. this lit ger had her fair share of drinks. she only puked when she's safely beside her toilet bowl with me stroking her back. it's a good thing afterall since i cant imagine puking al over in public. hmm.
the only disappointing stuff over the night was that i puked out my dinner at eliza's place. we were puking alongside each other. but me into a plastic bag. i guessed i dun have to say and you can just imagine how gross it is. hahah.
luckily, it was only a mild food poisoning. feeling better now after a day's of rest. guess the mishaps turn out to be a blessing instead. it gave me some reason to stayover and spend a couple more hours with my dear without worrying to rush off to work.
she came over to visit me just now. the sweet bliss of it al simply took my pain away. as we lay down tgt, i felt so blessed i cld've died in peace. at least, i wld've known that here, there's this one ger who really love me for me.
10:51 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll