`i've waited all my life i need a break. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Monday, January 16, 2006
tired and washed out, like how an old rag would feel.
al the assignments, tests, classes and new tuition job have my lungs screaming for air. energy draining, rationality spinning outta control. all senses seem to be seeping out rapidly in a single night.
i cant seem to find the safe and secure cove that's always been around.
i cant seem to see her anymore.
it's as if im constantly up on my toes pulled in tight strings. nothing i do puts me down with the ease i used to have.
sometimes, i wish it had never happened before.
the sense of losing grip. i no longer noe wad's gg on. i only hear a familiar song playing at the back of my head. and it's gone before i can put a name to it. a certain sad and melancholy ring it has to the song.
i miss the good old times.
sometimes, i wish i have the power to turn back time. to the times when it all happened. when al the innocence and silly love's around. stuff when lost, is seemingly hard to get it back again. it will forever remains as an untied knot inside.
once in a while when the old knot tightens, it just squeezes the breath out of you. it forces you to open ure eyes and look around the surrounding. hit with the familiar stinking sinking sensation, that's becoming way too clear as times passes.
i need peace.
and i reach out to it, like a begger with outstretched hands.
12:30 AM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll
