`i've waited all my life Selena: Dreaming Of You `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight'
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care'
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
went for a spa on wed. had a good time having a nice scrub and steam bath to smoothen my skin up. most importantly, to have my tightly knotted muscles being lossened up. i promise myself more of these self-pampering sessions in the future. but i noe. talks wld always be just talks. roll eyes.
had dinner at scotts, ajisen. ate so much til my stomach ache. saw a fwn i dun talk to anymore. intuition brought my feet to walk the other direction. shrug. chill-out at spins. and later cc with jonathan and his collg. his collg look familiar. but pretty gers normally all look familiar to me. hahaha.
my good fwns in skol cried recently.
one after another.
friendship issue.
i love my fwns.
but i do understand that best fwns dun need to meet up everyday. we ought to chill apart sometimes. a little distance is a good tonic to a longer fwnship.
gonna meet my dearie soon. we're watching harry potter! no afternoon class today! so can go off super early. haha. gotta go town get the tickets first. den study while waiting for my dear to finish her job-shadowing. :)
5:53 AM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll