`i've waited all my life `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
The subconscious
"we are so complicated inside.
there's something in us called the unconscious that we're completely unaware of. it practically dominates our lives, and we don't even know it.
very often, the subconscious expresses itself in dreams. the dream is the product of a transaction between conscious and unconscious wishes. and the results during sleep are naturally very different from those during the waking hours.
dreams are full of unexpressed fears and hopes, things we never even think of consciously. we think of them unconsciously deep down inside ourselves, and they come out in dreams. they don't always come out straight, though. sometimes, they come out in symbols and we've to learn to interpret the symbols.
dreams.. are one of the ways of getting to a person's unconscious.
everyone dreams.
it's just that we don't remember a lot of them. we repress them. we sorta push them away and forget them, because sometimes they're too painful.
a lot of times they're not pleasant.
our unconscious is like a process. it's full of repressed fears and hatreds, things that we're afraid to bring out into the open.
and sometimes, these things rule our lives. "
it certainly cleared alot of doubts.
and i've realized, wad's inside us is the greatest mystery of all. i just hope someday.. i wld have the chance to confront my deepest fears and remove it forever from my life.
4:29 AM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll
