`i've waited all my life HEEELLLLLOOOOO EVERYBODY! grinn. did ure miss me? hehhee. alrite mans. been away for a long time to deal with my nightmares. now, a refreshed person! hahaha. act abt to play tennis, but now im playing with the comp at aranda country club. blame it on the bad weather! true enough, the weather is like so much cooler with al the rain and so on, but ISNT IT A BIT TOO MUCH!! tsktsk. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
so how's everybody? hmm.. i see im not the only one who haven been blogging ya. grin widely. been having a blasted hols for abt two weeks alred. mostly accomplished wad i wana do during this break but there's sthg that i wana do with someone but the time's not ripe yet. speaking in riddle huh? hehe.
the rain's stopped. but the canal flooded.
hell. nthg to do with the tennis court. time to set off.
wishing everyone a big fat nice time jollying during the hols! it's precious time meant to be well-spent and not idled away. wink!
some really great lines from the jap film, Crying out Love, in the Centre of the world.
it's a big deal when someone dies.
memories, images of the happy times,
linger like a stain.
heaven's just sthg invented by survivors.
my beloved is there.
someday, we'll reunite.
we wan to believe that.
i stil cant let go of this world.
a survivor who keeps clinging to this world.
al anyone left behind can do,
is to tie up the loose ends.
this applies. to ure beloved who's alive.
it's alrite to smile back at the past,
but to dwell in it wld be to bury ureself in the graveyard of memory lane.
9:20 AM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll