`i've waited all my life a most unforgiveable act i've done today. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Sunday, June 05, 2005
i missed sending my dear off.
i din even managed to say goodbye to her. realsadface.
i was called to pick a class at 2 noon at the last minute. between twelve noon to almost two, my eyes and hands are basically glued to my precious fone. awaiting smses from my dearie. but nthg turned up.
and stil i waited.
and den, i was called to the pool.
by the time i finished my last class at nearly 7. i nearly cried when i saw al the msgs i missed. my dearie has flown off. and i din managed to even reply a single msg,a simply takecare, a small i-will-miss-you-plenty-while ure-gone or i-love-you dearest loving note.
and she's gone before i can even take my next breathe. my heart literally broke..
and now..
im left al alone here wout her.
i miss her messages..
i miss chatting with her over msn..
i miss hearing her lovely voice..
i just miss her.
four short days.. but it seem like a long while to me.
please return al safe and sound my dearie..
i will pray for ure safe return.
enjoy ureself loads and baby hope you remb the lit daily note we're promised each other.
baby gonna start writing later.
i alred miss you so much.
lord.. heave a deep sigh.
save me.
4:09 PM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll