`i've waited all my life the healing power in grieving. `l am my own man
`to cross this line
`to the only thing that's true
Friday, May 06, 2005
i've felt that, i've truly moved on.
but is it time to start all over again..
the very thought of it suffocates my small heart.
no.. not yet. i still cherish my freedom.
the very idea of a carefree bird soaring high above..
it amazes me wad ppl often call me by.
cradle snappers.. snatchers.. (wadeva you call that) shrug.
it's just that, age has never been an issue to me.
but now, i guess it's a different story altgt.
life's sucha contradiction.
being alone wld make one yearn for a soulmate..
but when that someone comes along and lift u up, you wld be wishing inside that ure left all alone in the vast emptiness of life. it has been happy solo-ing the past two months, but now, i felt as if someone has threatened to break open the heavy lock i've painstakingly kept fixed on my door. i guess. i shld just retreat into my shell and till dusk fall and dawn break, i wld be contented to simply stay wormed up on my safe old bed.
each night when i go to sleep, i die.
and the next morning, when i wake up,
i am reborn. -extract from tuesday with morrie.
a most useful quotation.
tell me.. how could i ever hope to maintain any love for anyone.
each day, like a newborn
al i wana do is to welcome the simply things that most ignored.
bliss, contentment and uncomplicated beauty.
9:00 AM.
`themood
*bien`
`themusic `thelyrics Lonely im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Im so lonely so lonely
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Im so lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
So lonely so lonely
Im so lonely so lonely
Artist - Akon
Song - Lonely
Album - Trouble
.Lonely.
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely,
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody to call my own
To call my own to call my own girl
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girl
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own
Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely
I have nobody I have nobody
To call my own to call my own girrll
